Stronger

Too many differences!!

Too many differences can really make things worse.

Too many differences can creat misunderstanding, leading to sadness and cryings.

Too many differences can make someone vanish the castle and kill the queen.

Too many differences can make a woman killing the hopes and dreams of the dreamers.

Too many differences can make us weak, exhauted, tired and mature.

Differences is in everyone. Who will win? They or us?Only one will be the winner.Not all…never

Hye!!

Have not written anything for ages..try to pretend by being busy but actually not. Procrastination is in me now. I tried to be more productive but my hard works seems to fail and getting worse.

All my classes have finished. I will be having 6 weeks holidays . Then another term for revision.Its getting very near to the examination now. I really have no idea on some subjects that I’m taking now. Anyway, I will catch up with them very soon.

Just got back from the Beethoven Orchestra concert. This is my third concert in Oxford after Max Bruch and Tchaikovsky..Love them so much. I should have learned any instrument,(French horn seems cool).

The weather here is awful lately. After the snowy day, It has been raining quite a lot. Very wet and windy. But we do have sunny light in the morning. I try to jog in the park(with a smile on my face) now..haha..

I am also trying my best to cook at home now. I think its more healthy and cheaper. Eventhough the taste is sometimes unacceptable, I am happy with my progress. I am kitchen-friendly now.

That’s all for today..:-)..I wanna read my story book and sleep ..

I’m doing my assignment now.

Browsing friendster at the same time..

Realizing that I miss my best friends very much..

Asma, Nadia, Dhilla and Toni.

The jokes and secrets that can never be forgotten between me n Asma.

The gossips and honest conversations with Nadia.

The "fire" and laughing with Dhilla.

The support and trust from Toni..

Friendship is forever.:-)

P/S: Girls!! I’m suffering ni..haha..stress study lah. Really wish to have all of you here..baby tat be

I am trying to concentrate on my reading but it seems very difficult now..

So many things had happened in past few weeks. I am happy, sad and confused.I have made the decision and I will try to be strong. Life has to go on.

There is no one who can stop me from achieving what I really want in life.Trust in myself, blessing from my beloved ones, work hard and pray.

I feel relief now.Alhamdulillah, its all over and done now. I am complete

Heya..I’m back from my 1 week Italy trip.Really miss my room and really need a good rest.

I left Oxford for Firenze on the 2nd of Dec. Went to Stansted Airport. There were 12 of us.Huiyoo..such a big group to travel. After a 3 hours ride in a bus to the Airport, I finally departed from UK to Italy at 8.30 am on tat 2nd Dec.The flight journey only took 2 hours.

I took train to travel around Italy. The first city I visited was Florence/Firenze. I love the city. Some people said that Florence in the nicest city in the world. The city is very old and have many old monuments, museums and buildings. But, as I have been in Oxford and being surrounded by the old Harry Potter buildings, Firenze is only another old city for me. Oxford is much cleaner I guess. But whatever it is, I reckon tat Florence is nice and worth to be visited.

The greatest visit that I made was to the art gallery called Uffizi gallery. It was awesome. I managed to see many original masterpieces from Botticelli, Michelangelo, Raphael(like Ninja Turtles pulak) and the best Leonardo Da Vinci. The art gallery was so huge that it took me 5 hours to see everything.The best painting for me was "The birth of Venus" from Boticelli.

From Ufizzi Gallery we went to the Gallery of the Academy/Academia, where they have the famous statue of David of Michelangelo.Fuhh..I was so impressed and mesmerized  by this statue. I have seen the replica version from outside, but the real David was a real thing. I don’t know how to describe my feeling. David was perfectly build and well balanced. For me David is the real thing that made my trip to Firenze worth going.

Boon Ka and I managed to catch the sightseeing bus and explore Firenze. Only both of us.The rest went to Sienna. It was raining that day. Boon Ka and I took more than 1000 pictures.We went to the the Pisa Tower. It was great. I tried to take BK’s pic but to our suprise the leaning tower became straight when I took it..my fren told me that I was the Superman 3.

The second city I visited was Turin/Torino. This was supposed to be our ski triip city. But unluckily there was no snow yet in the skiing resorts. But we still lucky tat we went to the snow mountains area.Cool.

The last city I went was Milan..I thought Milan should be nice as the internet said that Milan is a competitor to Paris. But for me, Milan is nothing but a big city with the Prada, Gucci, and D&G shops. KL is much more better and worth to be visited.

For me Italians are not friendly comparing to Malaysians and British. They gave us wrong directions and seldom said gracia/thanks. I feel not comfortable with the Italians.

Shopping in Italy is not very cheap. But I managed to get the real leather handbag and belt which can be considered cheap. But Christmas is approaching, London should have many cheap stuff on the Boxing day. Accomodation and food is expensive in Europe. That’s y I am suffering from my post trip trying to recover my financial ability as I am now at the disability status.

Overall, I give 6.8/10 to my first Europe trip. I will definite go bak to Italy to visit Rome and Venice. Maybe one day..haha..when I have more money.

Writing this post is like writing an essay for my primary school teacher entitled " Pengalaman Cuti Sekolah Saya"…haha..I know it is boring,,but wat can I do.sorry!:-)

Another 6 hours to go to Florence..I have not packed anything yet.I really hope this journey will be a joyful one. Florence, Turin and Milan..1 week travelling.With a bunch of cheerful people.

I pray to Allah, tat I should be protected and safe.Amin

Hye!!It has been 5 days since first Syawal visited us..Now we are left with the fat n laziness to work again..Arghhh…

Here  in Oxford, there are many open houses n parties around.I have actually 2 functions tonite ie:Raya Gathering n College masquerade party.Will go to both kot.Saje buang masa.have bought two simple masks for me n BK.hehe

I really have to start working seriously now.I suddenly realized that wat is lacked in me here is "Exercise"..I have not been exercising for ages.I accompanied BK to jog once,but I end up sitting beside a pond waiting for him to run back to me.Malas.

Now with my tummy full of raya dishes,,really have to trim it back.seriously..

Nothing much to write for now…

My 2006 Raya Celebration:

7.30- Woke up late;supposed to wake up at 6am

8.00-Met BK..walked to meet Khalid to catch bus for the celbration. The bus took 10 mins to go to Wolfson College(Where Malaysians gathering was held).

8.30- Arrived safely.In my gold kebaya, met many Malaysians.

9.15- Raya Prayer n tazkirah

10.0-Makan time. BK n I tried to eat as much as we can.

10.30- Good bye time-have class(International Law of Armed Conflict)

11.00-Went to class. Almost slept in class. So full n tired.

2.0- Went to Virgin Megastore, bought DVD-Shawshank redemption.saje,,in case boring.

4..0-Raya nap.great sleep.Rained

6.0-Relax….

7.0-Met BK.caught a bus to one Open hse.

10.0-Back again,,in front of comp,,updating blog..have to study now…..

Selamat hari Raya :-)..maaf zahir dan batin

Tomorrow is Hari Raya.. London celebrates it earlier than Malaysia. I still stuck in my room,in my pyjamas posting this.

If in Malaysia(from previous experience), this time must be very very busy.Must be just got bak from Market..helping emak in kitchen..Or go to Summit with Tikah and Afiq to cut/do hair for raya..

Or!!!playing with my 4 nieces and nephews..or trying baju raya.

Emak will be in the kitchen shouting at bangah or Banglong to change the curtain or vacuum the house. Bangah and banglong will be there sitting idle in front of tv, playing play stations. N two of my kakak Ipar, kak zaza n tasya must be busy helping emak n me in kitchen..

My dad as usual, the surveyor.Will stay in his room reading newspaper n play with the grandchildren..

This time i must be very busy messagging my friends wishing Selamat hari Raya.I will chatting with my sisters,,set up the plan. Ein our pretty cousin will usually come over to exchange food for the last berbuka.

Usually for the last puasa, emak will prepare some ketupat n rendang,,n all the good dishes for us..

My house will be completely messed up because we try to tide it up..But usually this turnover will only happened on raya morning, where my mom woke up early to set up the house.. What an iron lady Radin ramlah is..That’s y I love her very much.

My sisters and I will help emak to wash all the dishes after berbuka.Afiq will pujuk my dad to pasang pelita.Cos semua orang malas,,only my dad yang rajin.But he will ask Azim to do it anyway.

This time Azim and Azlan (bangah n banglong) will take the opportunity to wash their cars, plus my dad’s..Cos on raya eve,the Car washer(outside)will usually charge triple.So they will wash the cars themselves.Oh yeh,,we have this small plastic swimming pool, where my nieces and nephews will throw themselves in that pool. N will cry like hell if nak angkat keluar..haha..

Raya eve,there usually many good movies on television.I mean cerita melayu yg baru been played in cinema last two months, tak laku,then they play tat on TV.

But my sisters and I usually takde mase nak tgk cos kitorang will usually go to tailor’s house to demand for baju raya. If tak siap lagi,,then kena tunggu.

I can dictate this activities precisely as we did the same thing for hari raya. For 23 years (at least for me).But I love the strategy in preparing ourselves for hari raya.Eventhough it is more or less the same, IT IS VERY SPECIAL TO ME.YES very special..

I miss my raya eve in Batu Pahat. As long as my family is besides me,,I am more than happy.Perfect.

huhu…this year,I am all alone here.I have to go to class tomorrow morning. Better go to class kot, so that tak sedih sgt. If nak nangis pun,,kena cover cos ada lecturer kat depan. Yes,,found a good intellectual way to cover myself from crying.hehe.

O.k,,will post about my raya celebration ..tomorrow..

To all my friends,,Selamat hari Raya eh!:-).Maaf Zahir dan batin tau